Taking note that at this time and place in my life, I’m good in a lot of ways. I’m not perfect, I may not even qualify for great, but I’m so good at this moment that I have to recognize it the same way I would recognize if I was not doing so well.
I realized I’m very good at complaining but not so good at complimenting when it comes to myself. I criticize myself and things around me going on so harshly and then when good things come along I’m quiet. it didn’t seem like a problem until I started looking back at things said or written and I can barely recall the good parts because I gave all the spotlight to the negative things. I’m not gonna start ignoring the bad cause I do try and work on it continually but I do have to make my acknowledgements a bit more equal. Hopefully I can look at this in the future and use it to pull me through something I need help wading through.